I wonder why the more I am holding my feelings, the more I wanted to cry. I wonder why the more I am pulling back the tears, the more possible it will fall. I don’t want to cry, I never wanted to. But the more I am hiding my tears, the more my heart cries. Cry, because I think it’s the only thing I can do this time. Cry, to be able to let feelings out.
I am worried and nervous. Not because I don’t trust the love I am receiving now. But because I’m scared it will soon end. Of course, I am aware that things would be a lot different from today. But this awareness ain’t enough to make this innocent mind understand that “goodbyes” are just “see you next time”!
I will never get tired of anything, of loving you, of thinking of you, so if I need to wait to be with you again, I always will. So, see you next time and see you soon.
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Hi,
That is a gorgeous picture of the beach!! The waves crashing against the shore look so peaceful 🙂
-Sarah
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I love that beauty, i wanna be there !
Thank you 🙂